?What if

[عبدالرحمـن]

please .. do me a favour

how can i put those two dots ( .. ) right to the words
u know .. every time i type any reply those two dots appear on the left
i tried many times but the result was failure

and for studying medicine it is really amazing .. but
when u want to study it .. not to be forced to study

actually .. it is not medicine but dentistry
first .. my dream was to study medicine to be neuro surgeon but afterwards when i got involved in dentistry
i said " Alhamdolelah " for being in faculty of dentistry .. for many reasons
but .. as it has advantages it has many disadvantages

i feel that i got a talkative guy
thanx for ur listening

[وحدي أسير]

المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة عبدالرحمـن please .. do me a favour how can i put those two dots ( .. ) right to the words u know .. every time i type any reply those two dots appear on the left i tried many times but the result was failure and for studying medicine it is really amazing .. but when u want to study it .. not to be forced to study actually .. it is not medicine but dentistry first .. my dream was to study medicine to be neuro surgeon but afterwards when i got involved in dentistry i said " Alhamdolelah " for being in faculty of dentistry .. for many reasons but .. as it has advantages it has many disadvantages i feel that i got a talkative guy thanx for ur listening

..Mr. Nokoosh* taught me this long time ago
..very long time ago
..he said that you just need to start the senetece with the dots
..rather than ending the sentence with them
..meaning, before I wrote "meaning" I wrote the two dots
..same goes for ! ? "" and so on

and for studying medicine it is really amazing .. but when u want to study it .. not to be forced to study actually .. it is not medicine but dentistry first .. my dream was to study medicine to be neuro surgeon but afterwards when i got involved in dentistry i said " Alhamdolelah " for being in faculty of dentistry .. for many reasons but .. as it has advantages it has many disadvantages

?really
?you wanted to be a neuro surgeon
..that's interesting
?what's interesting about it
..I can never dream of that
..I can't imagine someone's life dependent on me
..I can't even see "normal" bleeding


..but dentistry is hard too
?right
..one of my cousins is a very expert dentist
..she told me once
..she had a patient with a jaw that is broken into pieces
..she had to put them all together in some way I didn't want to know about



..may I ask you, please, about
?things that really made you amazed with what Allah created
..meanign things you got to know from being a dentist




"i feel that i got a talkative guy
thanx for ur listening"
..welcome to the club




- - - -
..it's been a long time since I last read a thread posted by him*
?you think everything is okay

[وحدي أسير]

..you don't know what's right
..or what's wrong
..you just don't know

..somtimes
..you just know it was the right thing to do
..and sometimes
..you regret you ever thought of making such a mistake


..you just know
..that you are lost
..lost

[وحدي أسير]

..you know what no body knows
..you know you changed a lot

..you changed a lot
..that you are no longer you

?did you turn out to be a better person
?were you a better person than you are now
..you don't know

[وحدي أسير]

..amazing
..check this out
http://forum.ma3ali.net/search.php?searchid=537270

..three threads started by that writer
..he is talented
..mashAllah

..may Allah bless him with all that he wants

[وحدي أسير]

..you know
..I tried to learn how to write poetry, in Arabic
..I did learn all the basics
..the rules
..everything
..I even have notes
..and books
..and got to know the rhythm for each one
(would have put it here, but it's a woman's voice)


!but I wasn't able to write a thing
..it's truely a talent
..you either have it
..or you just don't


..alhamduli Allah

[وحدي أسير]

..it's been a long time since I last
..alhamduli Allah

?can someone start fasting Syaam Dawoud with me

..you know
..no need
..I remember having a
..never mind
..what I'll do is the following
..I'll start this Thurs
(..I really have imp things to get done this week, and I'll get thirsty a lot)
..and I'll have to write here if I did fast or not
..let it start this way
!and then inshAllah I won't break my fast half day through


..I need a more organized plan
..I have one in mind
..mins and I'll have everything done inshAllah

[وحدي أسير]

..here it is


..now
..starting from Sat
(I didn't back off.. I just want to start at the beginning of the week)

..every day
..I'll have to upload a copy of it
..with (yes) if I did it
..and (no) if I didn't
..and (on the way) if I didn't do it all
..like Sunnan rawatib

..and I guess it's clear what stands for what
?right

..this is how I started fasting
..and this is how I will restart inshAllah


..it's not nice being away from Allah

[وحدي أسير]

..I know
..it's too small
..it was oringinally 640 * 480
..but I made it smaller
..no need for all that size

..okay
..just to make sure I wouldn't go zigzag
..let's set the standards

..fasting
..Dawoud, every other day

:Qyam
..not less than shafa' and wetr
..you know
..this is not good
..how about not less than 50 ayas, for now
..you know that Hadeeth that talks about
?reciting 10 ayas in qyam, 100 and 1000
..aiming at 1000, I'll start with 50 for a week or two

..Rawatib
..obvious
..twelve rika'as a day


..Prayer
..fard should be prayed no later than an hour after Athan
?okay
..I don't think I'll need to have it more than that
..yes.. no later than an hour

..Quran
..should read every day at least one Hizb
..meaning 10 pages
?or should I make it a juzu
..it's not hard
..juzu' a day


..Sadaqa
..not less than 5 ### a day
..(I wouldn't tell you the currency)
.."because it pushes away "gadab Allah


..Duaa
..every day, at least once a day
..pray for our brothers and sisters in Palestine, Iraq, Kashmir and all those
..this is the least I can do
..oh.. and pray to Allah to bless us with Ferdous


?tamam
..tamam


..O Allah help me

[وحدي أسير]

..of course
..everything bad should be avoided
..starting from sou' athan

..because sins stop you from doing good deeds

..I really need to stick to this thing
..I really do

[وحدي أسير]

!my toe is freaking me out
..it's just like a balloon
..with three or more colors
..light maroon, blue, purple
!if I was someone else, I would think it was an unreal extension


..alhamduli Allah
..it's a blessing I never thought of thanking Allah for

..alhamduli Allah

[وحدي أسير]

..it's been a long time since I decided to learn C++ on my own
..just like I learned HTML and Java
..but I didn't till now
..time is passing by v. quickly

..but it seems to be very easy
..if you understand one
..you understand all
..you'll just need to change the lg used
..I mean the logic I learned in Java is the same logic I use in Flash action scripts
..the lg is the only difference
?don't you think so

..but this is nothing like real lgs
..it's totally different

..I really hope I do have the time to learn one soon

[وحدي أسير]

..don't you hate it
..when people take what you say
?and understand it they way they want







!it drives me crazy

[وحدي أسير]

..you get hurt
..and you can hurt them back
..but
..the good things they did for you
..blocks you from doing that



..you suffer
..you bleed
..and nothing you can do
..but cry, because of their good deeds' oppression

[وحدي أسير]

..I wish I can break something
..to let this out


!Lord
..I
أعوذ بالله من الشيطان الرجيم
أعوذ بالله من الشيطان الرجيم


..I'll go do wudu
..maybe

!I hate it

[وحدي أسير]

..I don't like being around people
..I don't like having "social" things just for the sake of being social

..I don't understand them
..and rare if any do understand me


..I don't like it

[وحدي أسير]

..they think am being arrogant
..when I start talking in English
..they think am showing off
..they don't know it's because I feel comfortable with them
..and hence am using English to express my feelings better

..I hate it

[وحدي أسير]

..they think am being rude and impolite
..when I choose not to ask again
..after they tell me they don't want to talk



?is it my fault that I don't want to impose myself

[وحدي أسير]

..they keep knocking
..they keep calling
..they keep demanding





..I am human
..I need to rest
..I need to breathe, at least


..I can't breathe with 10s of people around me demanding things

..I can't

[وحدي أسير]

..they hurt me
..they get mad at me
..and I am the one who is supposed to ask for forgiveness


!Dnya