!! Just want to talk

[مَلامِح]

I know I can do this by my self ..but I need you !!n

[وحدي أسير]

..it's funny
.."how they think women are for "sale
..they get to "watch" as much as they can
..to "decide" whether it's good enough to bur or not

..am not one
?you get it

[وحدي أسير]

..I am not for sale
.."I am an "expired" "product

!disgusting

[وحدي أسير]

..I didn't go through all that trouble
..for nothing

..I did all that to not be one
?you understand

[وحدي أسير]

..I am not asking for anything
..and I won't

..and I don't want you to offer what I did NOT ask for

..I don't want you
..or what you are offering

?you get it
?or shall I use other means

!disgusting

[وحدي أسير]

..am not a on feminism's side
..but I do have the right to do whatever am doing
..Allah said I do

..you can't take that right away from me
..no one can
..no one but Allah

..back off
..and stay away

..I don't need you
..I don't want you

[وحدي أسير]

..have you ever been
..in a mood
?when everything you hear is just not right
?or everything you see looks bad
?or all what you taste is disgusting

[وحدي أسير]

..am not a little kid either
..I am NOT

..I can decide what I want
..and do whatever I feel like doing

..you can't control me
..you won't
..not even on my dead body

[وحدي أسير]

..I need a shoulder
..I need a hand to pat me on the shoulder
..and tell me everything is going to be okay


..it's not easy to cry alone
..without the ones you love around

..I need her

[وحدي أسير]

..I called few days ago
..I laughed a lot
..to cover up my tears

..she thought I was happy
..she said
"..it's a good thing you are not 'sensitive' anymore"

..she doesn't know I've never been this
..'sensitive'

[وحدي أسير]

..I wish I can go for Hajj this year
..I really do

?you think I will

..ya rab

[وحدي أسير]

..how is the word
قرأوا
?spelled

..well I did spell it
?but is it right
..because the one down there is nothing like it

..it is at the end of the word
..it should abide by the tashkeel of the letter before it
?right

..I don't know
..it's been a long time since I last used this info
..and looooong enough since I last studied this
..it feels like ages ago

[وحدي أسير]

..tears sometimes sting
..a lot


..ya rab

[وحدي أسير]

..they say
..wishes come true if you wish really hard




..I wish I was in a far away cave
..all by myself

..I wish

[وحدي أسير]

..They just can't understand
..I want them out of my life
..I need them to be away
..far far away
..away from me

[وحدي أسير]

..I have all what I need of misery
..believe me
..if I need some more
..I'll let you know
..but
?can you leave me alone now

[وحدي أسير]

..I can't say
..I hate you
..but
..I'm sure I can say

..I don't like you

[صافيا]

things have changed

people, attitudes, ideas, reactions, and even the smell !


I don't know why

feeling cold .. and stranger

[وحدي أسير]

..I can never forget
..what you did to me years ago
..and still doing
..I can never do that
..and I will never do


..misery cannot be forgotten

[وحدي أسير]

..you know me enough
..to not treat me the way you are doing
..at least I think you do

..yet
..you don't use what you know
..to judge what you plan to do

?when will you wake up